2005

There's a curious emotion attached to this year.

And there just seems no other way to put it.

Given another chance, I wouldn't live through this again. But this has been a year full of new experiences, keeping me on edge almost constantly. I wonder if that's what I really was after, this sense of youthfulness that activity brings.

I've given up a lot, I think, and I haven't quite learnt not to regret, but this year's taught me things I can't put in words. Things I don't ever wish to, really. They're just too personal.

Can't say it's been the best year. Can't even confidently say it's been good. But it's been bearable anyhow.

Thanks darling, you're wonderful. Even if you are working on new year's eve, instead of partying the night away with me. Yet like I said, I'd rather miss you a couple of days a year, than see you only on those couple of special occasions. And again, I love you.

Byebye 2005. You'd best be gone. Now go. Quick. Shoo.

AnRu reminisced at 7:48:00 PM.