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Wednesday, January 24, 2007 It would be two years. I know the grammar sounds wrong, but it's intended. It reflects a certain state of mind. Two years. How much has transpired in this time, I don't begin to keep track of. I only know if there's one thing I will learn to regret, it's doing that one thing to you. You don't deserve it. Plenty of others do, but not you. It's been proven our memory is selective. We remember all that was golden and paint the rest. Well you were platinum. I went jogging today, with Littlest Things by Lily Allen on repeat. Nothing better for a rainy, cold, lonely, melancholic night. Take care. AnRu reminisced at 12:46:00 AM.
Saturday, January 13, 2007 It won't do to dream of caramel, to think of cinnamon and long for you. It won't do to stir a deep desire, to fan a hidden fire that can never burn true. I know your name, I know your skin, I know the way these things begin; But I don't know how I would live with myself, what I'd forgive of myself if you don't go. So goodbye, sweet appetite, no single bite could satisfy... I know your name, I know your skin, I know the way these things begin; But I don't know what I would give of myself, how I would live with myself if you don't go. It won't do to dream of caramel, to think of cinnamon and long for you. AnRu reminisced at 1:39:00 AM.
Friday, January 12, 2007 There's a dull pain in the pit of my stomach, nagging, refusing to go away. Never knew they could become physical ailments, these blues. Been feeling pretty down since I got home about 5 hours ago. I think alcohol has that effect on me. It dulls the senses, allowing me the mental clarity to focus, and become acutely aware of the emotions I'm keeping just beneath the surface. 'Tis not a good feeling. I wanna curl up in bed. I want someone with me. AnRu reminisced at 2:57:00 AM.
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