Thursday, November 18, 2010

I couldn't do it
So I took a cold shower instead
There, with the water in my face,
You're not as harsh -
The unforgiving Ch,
Ending in a hiss
You're just rushing water in my ears
Blood in my head

I couldn't do it
So I took a cold shower instead
I watched my veins pop, turn purple
Watched the color go from my face

I'm going to do it
I'm going to turn off the shower
But you will be harsh again
Like knives that refuse to cut
And just leave blunt bruises
That remind me of how helpless I am

And still you're there,
You're blinking green,
Taunting me.

Or maybe it's just in my head.
You're just in my head.
You don't get to keep hurting me.





AnRu reminisced at 2:08:00 AM.


what do you do, when the person who can stop your tears is the person who makes you cry?

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